I feel lousy, totally miserable. I suspect we could blame things on the aging process, but I refuse to do that. Instead, I’ll blame the spider bite from last winter, arthritis, eczema, endometriosis, more arthritis, constant stomach viruses, the flu, and now pneumonia. My real problem is no health insurance. I can’t afford it. Oh, I could, but, by the time I fork out $400 or so a month for premiums, then deal with a $8000-$10,000/year deductible, I’m broke.
The worse I feel, the angrier I get. I just want to have a normal life and be able to go out for dinner a couple times a week, without nearly stumbling down the sidewalk. I am so tired I no longer even cope.
Oh, well. The Lord is in control and He does answer prayer.